You were trying to make the right call.
That’s what makes it worse.
With Balaam, direction comes in fragments. Signs, impressions, half-clear instructions that feel meaningful but never fully resolve into certainty.
You follow them anyway.
Sometimes it works. Sometimes it doesn’t. The pattern never becomes clear enough to trust, but you keep going because stopping feels worse.
Eventually, you commit to a path that almost makes sense.
Almost.
By the time you realize it doesn’t, you’re too far into it to change direction.
You weren’t careless.
You were convinced.
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